Ever felt so sure and confident in something that has been placed on your heart?
Perhaps a dream, goal, or experience…
Have you ever started a journey (like starting a blog 😉 or beginning a healthy new lifestyle, or chasing after whatever dream it is that you have) and someone says or does something to crush your hopeful and optimistic outlook on it?
Yeah, I know what that is like.
You are so excited about something.
You envision it, then you plan it all out, and then you start working for it…
everything seems perfect.
Until something happens or someone comes along with a negative Nancy attitude and it just makes you feel down and unsure.
This is seriously how I feel right at this moment!
Today was a challenging day.
Doubt began to creep into my mind. Insecurities started to flood my thoughts and perspective.
I started to think, “Am I just wasting my time?”
“do people think I’m dumb for doing this?”
“Are people annoyed by me?”
“Is anyone ever going to care about what I have to say?”
Anyone’s answer’s to these questions shouldn’t matter. Why, you ask? Because the only answer and opinion that ultimately matters regarding these types of questions is the opinion and thoughts of Jesus, my savior.
I have prayed and asked the Lord to show me what He wants to do with my life. I ask him what type of vessel I could be to shine some light of His love. I have wandered aimlessly in doubt because I didn’t know what God has planned for me. ( I still don’t know exactly)
But I am sure of this: Jesus loves me and truly believes that I am enough.
I feel a specific calling to just follow HIS lead and write and blog and share love and hope with whoever needs it.
It doesn’t matter if I have 100 readers or zero readers…
It doesn’t matter if someone thinks my ideas and my blog is “stupid” or “irrelevant”
It doesn’t matter if people think I’m wasting my time..
I know with all my heart that whatever work Jesus wants to do through me and through this blog, HE will do it and follow through with all of His promises to me.
There are always going to be people who will wish you ill, who honestly don’t care, and who don’t see your purpose and reasoning for what you do.
But DON’T LET THAT DISCOURAGE YOU.
You are enough to accomplish your goals and your dreams.
You are enough because you were created and are loved by a perfect and merciful GOD.
Don’t ever let the actions of someone else make you think or feel any different.
YOU ARE ENOUGH <3
All my love,